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09 July 2011 @ 01:38 am
I can breathe underwater (under water?)  
It has been almost a month since I last formally spoke with my Post an Entry page.


I officially:

- Am accepted to Keio
- Am on blood thinners
- Have received my copy of Beautiful World. J'APPROVE!
- Have 16 days left at home before Japan
- Have purchased a plane ticket
- Am WAAAAAAAAAAY behind on shows and news and everything else :/ here's hoping I can catch up soon! notlikely
- Have become a member of the Arashi FC now I just need to make sure I can change my mailing address when I get over there :X
- Gained 4 pounds at my cabin
- Promise not to gain 4 more by eating cookies late at night in the 職員室

Speaking of which, I am leaving for camp on Saturday. My feelings, they are torn. Of course I want to be there, I love that place so gd much but... I have been dealing with a lot of misplaced stress and anxiety as of late and I just don't know how much camp I can handle this year, especially considering my health concerns as well. My chest started hurting again yesterday so I might be going in for another CT scan tomorrow to see if some more clots have surfaced :CCCC

WHAT IS THIS THIS SUMMER HAS BEEN SO FROWNY. I am in an optimistic mood right now so I am going to hedge my bets and wager that things will get better pretty soon here :>

ILU MAN. I am going to go read moar fanfic now.
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Catie: Tardiscolormywaffles on July 9th, 2011 05:09 pm (UTC)
I hear you on camp this year... At least you're not signed on for chibi session though. I have to do that and inventory and then come home for a WEEK before Japan. @.@

Good luck on the CT scan, bb. ♥
arashistyle0915arashistyle0915 on July 9th, 2011 06:59 pm (UTC)
「optimistic mood」これは、大事!